Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Its again been a while...

Ooo where should I start ....... Well i wish i could come here more often and drop my thoughts and perceptions!!! I guess my life is too hectic or i am not that organized.. :) And i forgot i had a blog..!!! :)) I know I know that is weird but what can i say i am not perfect, and i am not trying to be either. My priorities right now are engraved and i am trying to fulfill them. Life could be hard when u are so determined, and still not sure if you can actually get it in the end. But I cannot stop trying. I cannot afford not to try. I am a optimist and i know things does work out eventually. But i guess i want it ASAP (...figuratively i mean). And i have so many loved one around .... i am constantly surrounded by this positive vive, it leaves me feeling good about what lies ahead.

So many things have happened since my last blog. I was disoriented, kinda frustrated and confused about things that i have been doing , not sure if i took the right path to start with but i guess i have come to live with it or make the best of what has already been done. My only desire now is to have my better half by my side. Cause as much as u have totally cool people around you and they get you. But i guess i am in a stage of my life where i am ready to share the life experiences with someone, whom i want to be with, for the rest of my existence. And i want to make my creator proud so that i am proud .........

Well i guess what it all comes down to is i am here and living, might also be making a mark (well as long as this blog lasts :)) ......