Soul Thoughts....

Let’s Disappear Forever…

Thoughts are progressive,

Illusions could be destructive,

Illuminate yourself.. be wise…

Enlightment is a self pursue,

Broadly vague,

Yet so comforting,

The thought of that creature,

Provokes the demon within,

Shadows will linger,

Trying to pressure you to give in,

Be persistent,

Do not hallucinate,

Breath,

They will live you alone.

Destructive but not awaken,

My third eye…

I want to use it,

Solve the life’s maze,

But I’m afraid I might turn everything to ashes in return.

Even an ounce of you,

Or your mere thought,

Stabilizes my being,

Let’s indulge…

I will pamper you, just surrender,

Misbehave,

Exhausted, tangled…

We’ll disappear forever.

Soul Thoughts....

I wish….

Moon shines, only to reveal its silhouette,

Its shadow beneath the thin dark clouds,

Is there a silver lining?

The air smells rusty and heavy,

I breathe in the moisture to sustain,

Will it rain?

My scrambled thoughts are staged,

It’s raining…..finally…

I’m melting with the rain, vanishing in the dusty ground

Muddy now…

Can you smell me?

I will grow with the grass now,

Walk over me… I will stain your feet...

And we will live forever…

WoRds SaYs IT aLl

I came across this some where and saved it ..... wanna thank the creator.

Its again been a while...

Ooo where should I start ....... Well i wish i could come here more often and drop my thoughts and perceptions!!! I guess my life is too hectic or i am not that organized.. :) And i forgot i had a blog..!!! :)) I know I know that is weird but what can i say i am not perfect, and i am not trying to be either. My priorities right now are engraved and i am trying to fulfill them. Life could be hard when u are so determined, and still not sure if you can actually get it in the end. But I cannot stop trying. I cannot afford not to try. I am a optimist and i know things does work out eventually. But i guess i want it ASAP (...figuratively i mean). And i have so many loved one around .... i am constantly surrounded by this positive vive, it leaves me feeling good about what lies ahead.

So many things have happened since my last blog. I was disoriented, kinda frustrated and confused about things that i have been doing , not sure if i took the right path to start with but i guess i have come to live with it or make the best of what has already been done. My only desire now is to have my better half by my side. Cause as much as u have totally cool people around you and they get you. But i guess i am in a stage of my life where i am ready to share the life experiences with someone, whom i want to be with, for the rest of my existence. And i want to make my creator proud so that i am proud .........

Well i guess what it all comes down to is i am here and living, might also be making a mark (well as long as this blog lasts :)) ......

Its been a while....

A lot changed since my last blog. A new place, degree, reponsibities and what not. I do like changes... they make my existence more challenging and thus life exciting. But the fear of unknown and the anxiety... I hate that feeling. And when you don’t have the person you care about the most,by your side, it makes it even more worse. I am not at all pessimistic and always hopeful that god has planned everything forehand and every brick has its spot on the wall that best fits. And I have this gut feeling that, as i have treated life with respect, life will also be kind to me........

Nothing ends, it merely changes form...

Disney's Nepalese Expedition Everest coaster

This is really cool!!!!!!!!! Click on the following link...
http://www.conservation.org/xp/CIWEB/programs/rap/himalaya.xml

And dont forget to check out the pics of the coaster..
http://www.boingboing.net/2006/01/22/photos_of_disneys_ne.html

There's something FEETY about my ears!!!!!!!!!

 

Asian Heritage Month at Eastern Illinios University

 

THE tree

 

The starting

Hi everyone......allright i am starting my blog "bikashkosansar" , so everyone and anyone who is A PART of my sansar can click in and BOLG..... well its that simple..... lets see how it goes .....
Thankx